To my enemy Pornography
By ruggaexpat
3/30/2010 9:40:39 PM
I hate you like no other just like your creator and masters who position you in the minds of my brothers and sisters. I hate all those who use you to captivate unwanting and innocent individuals like me. You are the biggest lie, with no goodness and nothing worth my time. I have allowed you to destroy my life, my loving wife and family. For that I will forever despise you and your disgusting filth and sleeze. I can now see you fully for what you really are and what a fool I have been to only realize the full extent of it now. You have given me a false understanding of that which is most sacred. You have mezmorized me and captivated my whole soul for so long even though you know I was innocent. I hand it to you, you were a lot stronger than me for a long time but your vice grip is beginning to slacken. Why is this so, because I DECIDE NOW whether I use you or not. I am more in control now, I decide what thoughts come and go, I have way better tools to use to regulate my pains and negative emotions. Your use as a dose of pleasure has no value for me at all.

My dependence on you has caused me a great deal of harm. My brain has been physically and chemically altered. My wife does not love me anymore, my children are suffering great pain that I feel helpless to take that pain away. My family are disgusted by my thoughts, desires and deeds. Why then should I feel compelled to chase after you or even think about you. What a lousy situation our relationship has developed into. What misery, I now know the fruits of your labours, it is unhappiness, selfishness, pride, loneliness, shame, fear, guilt, pain, remorse, regret, suffering, destruction, capitivity, torment, hypocrasy.

There is nothing real to you, you are fiction, all of you, it is a big fat lie, all of it. Hollywood and the world is your arena. Your influence has made this world a dangerous place, a miserable place. Your influence on society is nothing short of devastating.

I hate you and all your filthy smutt!!!!!


Thanks for sharing    
"Thanks for sharing your feelings. I also hate pornography. I sometimes feel that I would have been a much happier person if I had lived before the Internet. I feel sorry for myself. I do believe that I have what I need to overcome this weakness. I try not to focus on hating anything or anyone. I try to focus on believing in a better future. Anyway, thanks again. I enjoyed your post."
posted at 22:57:55 on March 30, 2010 by spencer
We are victims    
"Ruggaexpat, your post brings home the point that we addicts are the first victims. There are definitely other victims of pornography, including our dear loved ones. But most of us are not the "perpetrators" and criminals we're made out to be. Porn is a $10 billion industry in the USA. The real perpetrators are spending billions of dollars to attract and snare every man (and even women). You and I are victims. We suffer from getting caught in the clever snare of wicked men.

My heart aches when you say, "My wife does not love me anymore." I pray that it's not too late to save your family. Have you seen the movie "Fireproof"?"
posted at 09:20:12 on March 31, 2010 by BeClean
My own letter    
"Good Idea. Here is mine:

Dear Mr. P,

You have no feelings, no remorse. You hunt and kill souls like a mad savage. I had a beautiful family. I love my wife and kids. Why did you try to trick me like that? Why did you make such false promises? There isn't one ounce of truth to what you say. Your teachings are all lies! Your falsehoods have destroyed so many loving families. I hate you with all of my being! You are a slimy, no-good, two-faced, mother-hating, innocence-stealing, rotten jerk! Why did I make one small choice, to follow your enticing lures? Why did I not know that curiosity should have been my enemy? How is it that you were able to capitalize on my one choice, and give me an addiction such that my freewill was gone from me? You even lied to me about that! I choose to leave you alone! I choose to watch with great happiness when the Holy One destroys all of your works, you Devil! You prey on small children, retired grandfathers, tender-aged teens and married men and women! Your goal is to destroy anything that is sacred. You still want me. I was unable to free myself from your grips for weeks and months and years. I tried, but to no avail. The hooks of your grip are as it were eternally binding. It took a miracle and an act of a loving God to free me. You still try to get me back! I have been inside of Hell. I know how easy it was to go there, and how near-impossible it was to get out. Why would I want to go back? Why are you so relentless in your pursuit? Can you just give up and leave me alone already? I fear my teen boys will fall into your traps. I love them too much for that. I will fight you to the death to avoid losing one of my loved ones to you, Mr. Disgusting Depraved Evil One! Jesus Christ is fighting my battles now. Face up to Him, the God of the entire known universe, if you dare! He steps in and saves souls one at a time from your filthy, slime-covered paws! Get out of my home! Get off my internet! Get out of my mind! My body is a temple, and my mind is the Holy Of Holies. Thou shalt not tread thereon, for it is sacred ground. Get thee hence Satan, Angel of the bottomless pit, Beelzebub, Lucifer, Deceiver, Father of Lies, Prince of Darkness! Leave my presence and my family's! May God cast you out and bind you forever one day. You try to lead me to everlasting destruction. The irony is that I will see your destruction. His light will pierce your pitiful darkness. He will illuminate all lies. His saving power is beyond human comprehension. Even you, and your master, the Star of the Morning, underestimate the power of the Living Christ. I worship him. I turn my back on you. You had me, but I have wiggled free thanks to my Friend. My loving Friend whose love for me is infinite in its extent. His love out shadows your destructive power and you will be overcome and cast out to everlasting torment and wo. Leave me forever; I never want to see your deceitful face again in my life. My life belongs to Christ now and Him only will I serve. May I be an instrument in His hands to help bring you and your works to your knees. You are so proud you won't even beg for mercy. You will crumble and fall, and great shall be your fall! Heavenly Father will bring His children back into His presence by the great power of His goodness and mercy.

Good Riddance to you Leviathan, enemy to all that is good!

L, a child of God."
posted at 16:07:09 on April 1, 2010 by Lawrence

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"You lived with your Heavenly Father in a premortal life. You were there with Him. Your spirit knows what it is like to live in celestial realms. You can never be truly happy in an uncelestial environment. You know too much. That is one of the reasons that for you, wickedness never can be happiness. What a great thing it is to decide once and for all early in life what you will do and what you will not do with regards to honesty, modesty, chastity, the Word of Wisdom, and temple marriage. "

— Larry W. Gibbons

General Conference October 2006