Day 22 and 23 I allow weekends to throw me off
By sobermind
4/26/2009 10:31:20 AM
I am writing this morning out of desperatioin. This may be dramatic for someone from the outside looking in. The weekends have so many directions to throw my attention at.
Weekends are like a bad choose your own adventure book. I feel stuck inside, no routine and structure, always defaulting to being around the family feeling like the time is slipping away. I am making the commitment to do this better this next weekend. I will get up a little earlier to get a centered start on the weekend.
Sundays always fill my battery, and yet have some melancholy to them as I regret what I needed to get done and the busy days to come in the week.
I feel lost today, like I can't live with the busy schedule and I can't live without.


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"One of the false notions of our society is that we are victims of our appetites and passions. But the truth is that the body is controlled by the spirit which inhabits it."

— Terrance D. Olson

“Teaching Morality to Your Children,” Ensign, Mar. 1981