what can I say, what can I write
By skyteamst90
7/17/2014 12:59:53 AM
Hello there.
It's been a while since I posted something here. probably many moons, probably a couple years. I made sum friends here and it seems a few of them are still here, so some may also remember me.

I took a leave of this place because I was overwhelmed with the stories I read and my own story. I was angry that some people left, didnt come back, and who knows what happened to them. I was angry that some had success and making it; overcame mb/p. Angry that I am powerless. Angry that good things didn't happen for me. Angry that I don't have the support I need. Angry that I couldn't have the spirit or spiritual experiences.

I was ex'd in 2005 and hv been now rebaptised (Sept/2013) and this has all been an interesting experience for me. I do feel that my story is unique in a few ways, but way common in others.

I plan to come back to this site and post some more. Not totally sure whay I will say, but I'm sure it will come to me. I have to rethink my recovery plan, and start anew, and this site maybe part of it.



Add a Comment:

***Anonymous User***     (login above to post UN-anonymously)

"Now brethren, the time has come for any one of us who is so involved to pull himself out of the mire, to stand above this evil thing, to “look to God and live” (Alma 37:47). We do not have to view salacious magazines. We do not have to read books laden with smut. We do not have to watch television that is beneath wholesome standards. We do not have to rent movies that depict that which is filthy. We do not have to sit at the computer and play with ographic material found on the Internet."

— Gordon B. Hinckley

General Conference, October 2004