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One last try
By sjanderson
11/11/2013 7:34:13 PM
I have tried twice already to post my feelings. I am not sure if it is going to get. I am drowning, or feeling like I am drowning. My wife told me I need to find somewhere else to get help that I am dragging her down and that she can't handle my negativity. I am trying hard to battle against pornography and those related addictions but more importantly I am trying to battle against anger against God for a body that is failing me, for not feeling able to support myself and family. If I can get this up, maybe I'll write more, but after pouring my heart into two posts to only be told that I wasn't logged in doesn't give me a lot of hope.

I am trying to turn to God, and I can only say I understand maybe a little bit of what others suffering has been like because of the hurt and things I have expereinced in my own life. I hope to share again soon

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Yeah man    
"I HATE when that I happens. I copy my logs (when I remember) before click to post just incase it's logged me out. Sometimes if it's a real taxing 'important' blog I just write it in Pages (Word on PC) first."
posted at 05:47:27 on November 12, 2013 by they_speak
Thanks for the kind words    
"I appreciate the kind words. It was particularly frustrating because I thought I was coming to some sort of discovery as I wrote those two blog posts out last night and to only have them dropped off was disappointing. But as you said it seems important to have a plan :)."
posted at 08:31:35 on November 12, 2013 by sjanderson


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"I will speak briefly of the principle of repentance. How grateful I am for the understanding we have of this great principle. It is not a harsh principle, as I thought when I was a boy. It is kind and merciful. The Hebrew root of the word means, simply, "to turn," or to return, to God. Jehovah pled with the children of Israel: "Return . . . and I will not cause mine anger to fall upon you: for I am merciful . . . and I will not keep anger for ever. Only acknowledge thine iniquity, that thou hast transgressed against the Lord thy God." When we acknowledge our sins, confess them and forsake them, and turn to God, He will forgive us."

— Richard G. Hinckley

General Conference April 2006