The Experiment
By G1rlie
10/21/2012 6:47:37 AM
So, I have been Really struggling with temptation recently, since Greg's been calling and emailing me. It's been really killing me inside. Been getting desperate...Desperate for a way out.

Then, I listened to General Conference...There was a talk about genealogy. The talk discussed genealogical indexing. And from this talk, I understood that if I did some genealogical indexing, this would help temptation fade away for me. So, I figured I would try it. And, guess what, it has been working! I feel so relieved. Gonna keep doing this every doesn't take much time. Hoping this will help me stay sober. Not being sober is way painful, so I'll try anything I feel might help...


Good idea    
"I should try this too, but I hate reading the weird handwriting. Guess I'll try anyways."
posted at 00:25:32 on October 22, 2012 by ette
A place no more .....for the enemy of my soul.    
"I love this from Jeffrey R. Holland a few conferences ago...It's a great talk, dealing with difference between lust and love.

Like thieves in the night, unwelcome thoughts can and do seek entrance to our minds. But we don’t have to throw open the door, serve them tea and crumpets, and then tell them where the silverware is kept! (You shouldn't be serving tea anyway.) Throw the rascals out! Replace lewd thoughts with hopeful images and joyful memories; picture the faces of those who love you and would be shattered if you let them down. More than one man has been saved from sin or stupidity by remembering the face of his mother, his wife, or his child waiting somewhere for him at home. Whatever thoughts you have, make sure they are welcome in your heart by invitation only. As an ancient poet once said, let will be your reason."
posted at 10:23:23 on October 22, 2012 by chefdalet
Yeah, you're right...    
"I need to find a way to not get emails or phone calls from him. Last night, I blocked his email. Then I unblocked it for some reason. This hurts a lot. But I gotta find a way to kill my addiction. It feels like death, but I realize I need to kill this addiction, even if it kills me to do it. :/ This is terribly painful. :/"
posted at 15:59:25 on October 22, 2012 by g1rlie
praying for you    
"keep up the good work.
remember our step at time."
posted at 19:25:07 on October 24, 2012 by skyteamst90

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"Each one who resolves to climb that steep road to recovery must gird up for the fight of a lifetime. But a lifetime is a prize well worth the price. This challenge uniquely involves the will, and the will can prevail. Healing doesn’t come after the first dose of any medicine. So the prescription must be followed firmly, bearing in mind that it often takes as long to recover as it did to become ill. But if made consistently and persistently, correct choices can cure. "

— Russell M. Nelson

General Conference, October 1988