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old wounds do they heal?
By skyteamst90
10/4/2012 11:00:38 PM
hello
i had an experience that has shook my foundations. ok so facebook is sorta bad. an old lady friend i know of is a mutual friend at church and she posted something on the time line and i noticed she has since remarried. well since i have depression...it cause a mild panic attakc and mostly some anxiety which i havent had that bad in a while. all of the feelings i thought i was over....well popped up again.
i was able to get someone on the phone for my action plan and able to calm down. #2 option was 911 + va hospital which i didnt like it but the alternative of maybe hurting myself ....well i didnt want that.

so i thank the lord for that one. someone saved me...again...
ok so i hv been up and havent been able to sleep or eat very well. this being dat 2...depending on how this night goes, if badly i will call 911 and head down to the Va hospital. in morning.

my.mb issue seems to be dissapearing where as i have control over it. hard to explain....like sorta like i choose to do it opposed to the addiction part choosing.....i dont know if this is a gift fron god to hv this go like this or what...but i feel like i can beat it...no pun intended.

i have choosen to fast each sunday for 2 mos + read bom in 60 days...10pgs a day....i am hopeing to find the answer i have been afraid to get or ask.....hopefully i cud b rebaptized by christmas

if u would like to do this with me please do...start from pg 1....and to read in 60 days...10pgs a day...i will try to blog as best i can the progress i am making...also chime in ur thoughts too...

take care

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Yes, they do.    
"In SA and at church, I learned that we heal by being grateful and by doing service. In the past, I have healed by doing service. It helps a lot. There are so many small acts of service we can do every day. These things get us outside of ourselves. Also, the recovery meetings help a lot. These also get us outside of ourselves.

Take what you want, and leave the rest."
posted at 09:17:40 on October 5, 2012 by g1rlie
Skyteam,    
"I know what you mean. I have had mere dreams about ex-girlfriends that have ruined my entire week and sent me into depression and loneliness.I guess we're both sensitive in that area. It gets easier as we keep on the path. Yes, facebook totally sucks sometimes!
Don't give up, my friend! In my opinion, you've come a long way in the few years we've been on here."
posted at 12:27:05 on October 5, 2012 by Anonymous


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"If, through our unrighteous choices, we have lost our footing on that path, we must remember the agency we were given, agency we may choose to exercise again. I speak especially to those overcome by the thick darkness of addiction. If you have fallen into destructive, addictive behaviors, you may feel that you are spiritually in a black hole. As with the real black holes in space, it may seem all but impossible for light to penetrate to where you are. How do you escape? I testify the only way is through the very agency you exercised so valiantly in your premortal life, the agency that the adversary cannot take away without your yielding it to him. "

— Robert D. Hales

General Conference, April 2006