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several things.
By taintedlove
8/28/2012 1:21:09 AM
I quit my job.

I started seeing someone.

I found a job.

I work at an adult store called pleasure world.

My boyfriend and I did the deed.

My boyfriend/ex is in jail.

I'm losing myself.

I talked to my mom for the first time in months Aug 17th (my birthday)

My mom is in kidney failure and is having heart issues.

My mom apologized.

I'm sad

Alone

Afraid

Angry

Tired

Lost

Messed up in the head.

Back to being tainted.

Comments:

Welcome back    
"It's good to see you...

I'm sorry you are feeling so lost. Isn't it great having a safe place here to reach for help? You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Here is a poem that might bring you some peace..

http://www.bythelightofgrace.com/p/my-recovery-poem.html"
posted at 06:49:48 on August 28, 2012 by siouxsie


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