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several things.
By taintedlove
8/28/2012 1:21:09 AM
I quit my job.

I started seeing someone.

I found a job.

I work at an adult store called pleasure world.

My boyfriend and I did the deed.

My boyfriend/ex is in jail.

I'm losing myself.

I talked to my mom for the first time in months Aug 17th (my birthday)

My mom is in kidney failure and is having heart issues.

My mom apologized.

I'm sad

Alone

Afraid

Angry

Tired

Lost

Messed up in the head.

Back to being tainted.

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Welcome back    
"It's good to see you...

I'm sorry you are feeling so lost. Isn't it great having a safe place here to reach for help? You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Here is a poem that might bring you some peace..

http://www.bythelightofgrace.com/p/my-recovery-poem.html"
posted at 06:49:48 on August 28, 2012 by siouxsie


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"Each one who resolves to climb that steep road to recovery must gird up for the fight of a lifetime. But a lifetime is a prize well worth the price. This challenge uniquely involves the will, and the will can prevail. Healing doesn’t come after the first dose of any medicine. So the prescription must be followed firmly, bearing in mind that it often takes as long to recover as it did to become ill. But if made consistently and persistently, correct choices can cure. "

— Russell M. Nelson

General Conference, October 1988