By kadaver80
1/27/2007 3:22:13 PM
I've just done something totally wrong. I have no where else to turn and I want to make it disappear. I came here as soon as I thought it necessary. I have fallen....I don't know why, but I've fallen. I got curious and went further and got hooked watching. But when I wanted more I was reluctant and thought that this is not the way that I've been trying to rid the addiction of me. I have done so well throughout the past month. I don't want this small experience to get the rest of me. Please help!....I've thought about it and I know its for my own good. It just seem like those 2 minutes of porn will suck me into more and more, but I had strength to say no and I did. Right now I need back up...i need back up fast. Tell me what to do so I won't be a victim and fall forever in the midst of Satan's evil chains of hell.




Do something else.    
"Go do something else - away from the computer. Leave the house, go to a public place like the library and take your scriptures with you."
posted at 16:43:29 on January 27, 2007 by Anonymous
You can contact me    
"If you want, email me at and I'd be glad to help talk you through it."
posted at 16:47:38 on January 27, 2007 by josh
thanks guys! whew!    
"Somehow deep inside theres that yearning to do the evil, but I'm much more stronger now. I was given the test and I failed, but I was also given aide. My friends wanted to chat with at the same time, but I ignored them. But momentarily I decided that I was doing something totally wrong and decided to chat with my friends which i did and I've been good since. So...what do I do now? Do i restart the whole writing thing?

posted at 18:57:44 on January 27, 2007 by kadaver80
Just keep going    
"You don't have to start over. Just pick up and keep going. And be honest about your relapse. Don't try to hide it or lie about it, honesty really helps."
posted at 14:51:57 on January 29, 2007 by sophie

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" Is it possible to reclaim a life that through reckless abandon has become so strewn with garbage that it appears that the person is unforgivable? Or what about the one who is making an honest effort but has fallen back into sin so many times that he feels that there is no possible way to break the seemingly endless pattern? Or what about the person who has changed his life but just can't forgive himself?The Atonement of Jesus Christ is available to each of us. His Atonement is infinite. It applies to everyone, even you. It can clean, reclaim, and sanctify even you. That is what infinite means—total, complete, all, forever. "

— Shayne M. Bowen

General Conference October 2006