Day 3
By They_Speak
6/19/2012 12:11:08 AM
Went to 4 meetings today. It was my day off and I had some chatching up to do. Sometimes it seems like the meetings that turn out the best are the ones I want to leave or not go to at first. My second meeting today I was fidgety like a mother. It turned out to be a wonderful meeting. In my last 2 meetings I worked through some resentments. It was good to talk about them. On page 70 in the big blue book I was really given the choice to either be sorry and be forgiven or not and continue drinking (sexing/what have you). I realize I just need to be sorry for how some things went down. It's hard because I feel wronged. But ultimately I was only wronged by myself and god knows that I've done worse and been forgiven for more than anyone could do to me.

Still sober. Need to get a different phone and lock down a couple of our computers that aren't locked. Feel good. Feel lasting sobriety is possible. Tired.


Man, I'm glad you're back!    
"I missed your comments! Sounds like you are still fighting the good fight! Keep going, Bro!"
posted at 17:23:12 on June 19, 2012 by Anonymous
"I'm glad to hear from you too, speak."
posted at 20:31:42 on June 19, 2012 by beclean
Ha!, thanks fellas    
posted at 23:12:31 on June 19, 2012 by They_Speak

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"My brethren who are caught in this addiction or troubled by this temptation, there is a way. Don’t accommodate any degree of temptation. Prevent sin and avoid having to deal with its inevitable destruction. So, turn it off! Look away! Avoid it at all costs. Direct your thoughts in wholesome paths. Please heed these warnings. Let us all improve our personal behavior and redouble our efforts to protect our loved ones and our environment from the onslaught of ography that threatens our spirituality, our marriages, and our children. "

— Dallin H. Oaks

General Conference, April 2005