Day 3
By They_Speak
6/19/2012 12:11:08 AM
Went to 4 meetings today. It was my day off and I had some chatching up to do. Sometimes it seems like the meetings that turn out the best are the ones I want to leave or not go to at first. My second meeting today I was fidgety like a mother. It turned out to be a wonderful meeting. In my last 2 meetings I worked through some resentments. It was good to talk about them. On page 70 in the big blue book I was really given the choice to either be sorry and be forgiven or not and continue drinking (sexing/what have you). I realize I just need to be sorry for how some things went down. It's hard because I feel wronged. But ultimately I was only wronged by myself and god knows that I've done worse and been forgiven for more than anyone could do to me.

Still sober. Need to get a different phone and lock down a couple of our computers that aren't locked. Feel good. Feel lasting sobriety is possible. Tired.


Man, I'm glad you're back!    
"I missed your comments! Sounds like you are still fighting the good fight! Keep going, Bro!"
posted at 17:23:12 on June 19, 2012 by Anonymous
"I'm glad to hear from you too, speak."
posted at 20:31:42 on June 19, 2012 by beclean
Ha!, thanks fellas    
posted at 23:12:31 on June 19, 2012 by They_Speak

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"Each one who resolves to climb that steep road to recovery must gird up for the fight of a lifetime. But a lifetime is a prize well worth the price. This challenge uniquely involves the will, and the will can prevail. Healing doesn’t come after the first dose of any medicine. So the prescription must be followed firmly, bearing in mind that it often takes as long to recover as it did to become ill. But if made consistently and persistently, correct choices can cure. "

— Russell M. Nelson

General Conference, October 1988