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Feel so hopeless
By cwatts18
10/25/2011 1:21:46 PM
I am not only an alcoholic and drug addict in which i have been sober for five months but my main addiction is the sexual one. Today is my 18th birthday and i swore i wasnt going to do anything today but i did. My main addiction is a strange one. I really need to know i am not alone so if you have gone through this please let me know. i struggle horribly with 800 numbers phone sex. my stupid house phone patched right through and i can do it anytime i finally cancelled my parents card or asked them to do so. i feel like my addiction is destroying my life and i want help i just feel so alone so cheep and so dirty. my family still wants to celebrate my birthday today but all i want to do is kill myself. God or someone please help im on the brink of just giving in i cant live life this way anymore. I will kill myself if i cant overcome my addiction.

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"My spiritual prescription includes six choices which I shall list alphabetically, A through F:
  • Choose to Be Alive
  • Choose to Believe
  • Choose to Change
  • Choose to Be Different
  • Choose to Exercise
  • Choose to Be Free "

    — Russell M. Nelson

    General Conference, October 1988