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Feel so hopeless
By cwatts18
10/25/2011 1:21:46 PM
I am not only an alcoholic and drug addict in which i have been sober for five months but my main addiction is the sexual one. Today is my 18th birthday and i swore i wasnt going to do anything today but i did. My main addiction is a strange one. I really need to know i am not alone so if you have gone through this please let me know. i struggle horribly with 800 numbers phone sex. my stupid house phone patched right through and i can do it anytime i finally cancelled my parents card or asked them to do so. i feel like my addiction is destroying my life and i want help i just feel so alone so cheep and so dirty. my family still wants to celebrate my birthday today but all i want to do is kill myself. God or someone please help im on the brink of just giving in i cant live life this way anymore. I will kill myself if i cant overcome my addiction.

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"My brethren who are caught in this addiction or troubled by this temptation, there is a way. Don’t accommodate any degree of temptation. Prevent sin and avoid having to deal with its inevitable destruction. So, turn it off! Look away! Avoid it at all costs. Direct your thoughts in wholesome paths. Please heed these warnings. Let us all improve our personal behavior and redouble our efforts to protect our loved ones and our environment from the onslaught of ography that threatens our spirituality, our marriages, and our children. "

— Dallin H. Oaks

General Conference, April 2005