update and going forward
By mike81
10/9/2011 3:25:36 PM
Hello dear friends,

I have not been very active for many reason, but fortunately I Was doing better especially after my last relapse and I was able to regain some level of sobriety

I'm about to finish my step number 2, I feel better since the last couple weeks, I work with one of the member of my 12-step to get some accountability, it help a lot, I had a big issue with that and my therapist told me I should work on that otherwise I will keep falling in that same way.

I can feel that I have a better connection with my God although it is not always the same level every day, I still have a lot of feeling, such as loneliness, anxiety, angers but I can feel some how the day pass without acting out.

I have a big "issue", it is about the church and the way I feel when I'm there, I feel still so unworthy, I Can feel the love of my father in heaven but it does not mean that I receive the forgiveness of my sin, I refused to offer public prayer at church or anythings else, I don't feel I'm worthy enough to take the sacrement etc.. and I don't know along it will take, it is more related on the Sin side than addiction

Thanks everyone


Simple Help    
"Hi, i have not seen any of your recent posts, but I am still glad to help... The best advice that i can give you is just talk to your bishop. I know it seems like a very uncomfortable position, but after it is over with, it feels like you are walking on air. I would do it 50 times and it would still be worth it in the long run. I hope this helped!"
posted at 16:24:21 on October 9, 2011 by Andrewrb
hang in there    
"one step at a time, one foot in front of the other"
posted at 23:32:32 on October 9, 2011 by skyteamst90

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"You lived with your Heavenly Father in a premortal life. You were there with Him. Your spirit knows what it is like to live in celestial realms. You can never be truly happy in an uncelestial environment. You know too much. That is one of the reasons that for you, wickedness never can be happiness. What a great thing it is to decide once and for all early in life what you will do and what you will not do with regards to honesty, modesty, chastity, the Word of Wisdom, and temple marriage. "

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General Conference October 2006