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By mattsplatt
3/30/2011 12:56:54 PM
I would love to tell my story. Dont know how to on here. Please some help me find help.

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"Im a single dad who has struggled with this for 25 years. Ive tried everything! I am attacked thru anxiety and feels of a total loss of control. Im even haunted in my dreams."
posted at 13:01:53 on March 30, 2011 by mattsplatt
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"Ive tried lds family services. Many bishops, tapping experts from utah, PRAYER, setting capting free, study, books, asking... Dont know what else to do."
posted at 13:06:12 on March 30, 2011 by mattsplatt
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"Ive even tried anti depressants, anxiety medications. And herbal medicines thru and herbal doctor. I feel hopeless."
posted at 13:08:43 on March 30, 2011 by mattsplatt
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"I am sorry that your situation feels hopeless. But at least you are being honest with yourself. That is the first step to recovery."
posted at 14:41:20 on March 30, 2011 by Anonymous
Welcome    
"Matt,

Sounds like you are getting near wit's end. I know that you have been struggling for many years with this problem, and to make matters worse, you have your kids without a mom around. You also sound like many of us, when things get so bad you feel like you have completely lost control of your life, and your ability to choose. You have tried so many different "solutions", but none of them has been effective in your life. You, like me and others, have tried anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds, as well as other treatments. You would like to tell your story.

We are listening. Just start typing. It seems like you know the solution is in you, but you just haven't found it yet. I am also trying to know myself. Since God is in both of us, and will never leave, I am hoping that is the solution. I am hoping he will grant us both enough patience with our own self to allow Him to do His miracles in us. If I was with you now, we would pray. What the heck, let's pray on the blog.

Heavenly Father,

We come to Thee today in desperation. Thou hast always been there for us. We have always believed that there was a solution somewhere out there to our addiction. Please bless us with Thy spirit right now, this very moment. We know much of the battle is our own choice to do this, but we feel so completely powerless. Thou hast the power to completely heal us, we know this. Increase our faith in Thee and in this fact, the fact that Thy love for us is infinite. Help us to give our entire lives, and our very will, that is our freedom of choice to Thee. Then we know things will get better. Just let us have a little hope. Help us to make it just today. I think I can promise that I can do this for one day. Then I'll repeat a similar prayer tomorrow. Matt has tried prayer in the past. He has faith. He knows Thou art there. Please let our faith grow, so that we can have more power from Thee. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen."
posted at 17:37:10 on March 30, 2011 by lawrence
thanks,    
"Thank you so much for you reponse and your prayer. Today I almost completely gave up. I was thinking of turning to drugs or alcohol. But while driving I somehow recieved strength to turn back. Instead I went to walmart and bought prince if egypt and josesh king of dreams. I also bought some christian music.... Im grateful now i didnt makethings worse. Thanks for your prayer."
posted at 19:56:26 on March 31, 2011 by mattsplatt
MATTSPLATT    
"surrendering everything to Jesus Christ is the only thing that has ever worked... and by everything for me I had to literally say that prayer

"God if you want me to be alone for the rest of my life... I'm willing. I just want you to be in the center of my life. Heavenly Father, I realize I may be mocked and shamed by members of my own church... but I'm willing to be a witness for you of Recovery. I'm willing to try to do what you tell me each morning... I'm willing to listen... I'm willing to try"


Getting into honest relationships with other MEN has been huge for me.

you can meet men like this everywhere... at recovery groups, at work, family... Pray to Go that he will open the windows of heaven and grant you this blessing.. that you might find a good friend to talk to.

SHAME & LONELINESS feed this... as much as TEMPTATION does...

getting into relationship with other men.. kills the loneliness and talking about it (whatever it is) kills the SHAME.

I'm praying for you"
posted at 21:29:36 on March 31, 2011 by gracefull
Driving to Walmart to get Music    
"I think there is a "moment" between a semblance of control (no matter how brief) to when we realize that we are approaching a point of no return. We need to recognize that moment as our last vestige of taking back control.

It is in that moment that we must act to counteract the influences of Satan. I think no matter what we do in that moment, the Lord will support us. For you it is driving to Walmart to get some good music, to another it maybe turning off the computer, turning on a General Conference talk, opening the scriptures, or dropping to our knees in prayer. I find this is the only way I can get through the day."
posted at 21:41:19 on March 31, 2011 by Anonymous


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