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By Another_Dad
2/11/2011 3:55:21 AM
This is not the kind of post I like to write. I have slipped and turned to old habits. I feel so out of it because I have betrayed myself, my family and Heavenly Father. My shifts have changed at work and I an doing the 1pm-9pm shift. This has isolated me even more and I am in my own little world. My spiritual side has taken a nose dive and when I do things it is for appearance only. I am doing a lot of things without the spirit which I need to fix.

I know all I need to do is take responsibility for my thoughts, deeds ans actions but there i n is the problem. My personal prayers have been meaningless because I am not praying with real intent. Heavenly Father is asking/prompting me to give up a favourite past time of my and I can not seem to let go. I feel at times I am mindlessly going about my daily life unfocused and bewildered. I go out of my way to remind myself of my worthlessness. Somewhere deep inside I know Heavenly Father loves me and this is all happening because I will not submit my will to His.

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"You lived with your Heavenly Father in a premortal life. You were there with Him. Your spirit knows what it is like to live in celestial realms. You can never be truly happy in an uncelestial environment. You know too much. That is one of the reasons that for you, wickedness never can be happiness. What a great thing it is to decide once and for all early in life what you will do and what you will not do with regards to honesty, modesty, chastity, the Word of Wisdom, and temple marriage. "

— Larry W. Gibbons

General Conference October 2006