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By Another_Dad
2/11/2011 3:55:21 AM
This is not the kind of post I like to write. I have slipped and turned to old habits. I feel so out of it because I have betrayed myself, my family and Heavenly Father. My shifts have changed at work and I an doing the 1pm-9pm shift. This has isolated me even more and I am in my own little world. My spiritual side has taken a nose dive and when I do things it is for appearance only. I am doing a lot of things without the spirit which I need to fix.

I know all I need to do is take responsibility for my thoughts, deeds ans actions but there i n is the problem. My personal prayers have been meaningless because I am not praying with real intent. Heavenly Father is asking/prompting me to give up a favourite past time of my and I can not seem to let go. I feel at times I am mindlessly going about my daily life unfocused and bewildered. I go out of my way to remind myself of my worthlessness. Somewhere deep inside I know Heavenly Father loves me and this is all happening because I will not submit my will to His.

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"If, through our unrighteous choices, we have lost our footing on that path, we must remember the agency we were given, agency we may choose to exercise again. I speak especially to those overcome by the thick darkness of addiction. If you have fallen into destructive, addictive behaviors, you may feel that you are spiritually in a black hole. As with the real black holes in space, it may seem all but impossible for light to penetrate to where you are. How do you escape? I testify the only way is through the very agency you exercised so valiantly in your premortal life, the agency that the adversary cannot take away without your yielding it to him. "

— Robert D. Hales

General Conference, April 2006