Late Night Testimony Meeting
By gracefull
1/27/2011 12:16:28 AM
I needed to share a few things tonight.

As I was kneeling to pray.. I felt impressed that I needed to share a bit of testimony.

Specifically... about the amazing power that God has. I have no idea how miracles happen.. but I have seen them happen in my life and others lives. As an addict, I get to experience the miracle of recovery every day... and I love giving God all the credit... it is undeniable that it is NOT ME.. and ALL HIM.. everytime I look to him.

It's pretty humbling to think that God knows who I am and that he actually cares... I sometimes don't believe that he would spend a lot of time with me... but I know that he has arranged situations in my life and is always ready to teach me... as soon as I am ready to learn.

the Book of Mormon has bailed me out... so many times in my life.. and has always been such a reliable anchor to me... really the 1 place I could always go to in my life (even when I was so angry at god I didn' want to even pray). That book brings me so much grounding and so much power/strength.

I'm not ashamed to be a christian - and I'm really proud of the fact that I'm a born again mormon in many ways... I feel lucky that I can experience the 12 steps in the LDS context. I have lots of questions... but it's such a great way to live... I feel really lucky to know so many great people because of my membership in the church... and feel proud to be a part of a church that stands for something.


"Thanks for sharing. It always helps me to hear other people's testimony and to hear their confidence of things so that I can grow my confidence some."
posted at 00:20:54 on January 27, 2011 by dstanley
May I ask a favor?    
"DSTANLEY: can you share of your testimony? it would help me."
posted at 00:25:14 on January 27, 2011 by gracefull
"Sometimes I'm not sure I have one, but I'll try.

I'll start with the easy part. I know this church is true. As a convert and as someone struggling with addiction there are times I get frustrated with things, but I know that I can never quit because I know it's true.

I guess deep down I know that I can be healed, that we all can be healed. I wouldn't still be trying if I didn't think it was possible. I've wanted to give up more than once, but I know that I can't.

I've seen my own share of miracles. The fact that I'm a member of this church is one. The chain of events that led to that is pretty amazing. The fact that I'm alive is another. I was suicidal at one point, and people came into my life that helped me get past that. Also, the stranger I invited to my house for sex was not a psychopath killer. I didn't get any diseases (that I know of). I know that people get sober and stay sober.

I've got my share of problems, but I've also seen God work in my life. I don't always understand why things are the way they are, but I trust that things will work out at some point. They have to.

So, thanks GRACEFULL for asking me to share. It made me realize that I do believe, in a lot of things, but especially in God's ability to heal us and in my ability to be sober at some point."
posted at 00:59:00 on January 27, 2011 by dstanley

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"Freedom from your transgression will come through sincere faith, true repentance, willing obedience, and the giving of self. Why the giving of self? Because selfishness is at the root of your problem. Where selfishness and transgression flourish, the Spirit of the Lord can’t enter your life to bless you. To succeed, you must conquer your selfishness. When your beacon is focused on self, it does little more than blind your vision. When turned outward through acts of kindness and love, it will light your path to happiness and peace. "

— Richard G. Scott

General Conference May 1990