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Ready to Try Again
By dstanley
1/23/2011 8:11:19 PM
I’m ready to try again. I stayed sober last night and so far today (after not being sober since Thursday morning). I went to church this morning even though I wasn’t sure I was up for it. I’m glad I went. It was probably the best time at church in a while. My 1 year old made his way down the bench and visited the family I sit with. I actually even remember what the talks were about. I got to stay in Sunday School and Relief Society too. It has indeed been a while since I’ve been able to sit through all 3 hours. I think it also helped me solidify a desire to pick things back up. So my goals for today are staying sober and regrouping and coming up with a plan of attack. I’m trying to get away from being numb. I quit avoiding stuff and did some scripture study and praying while my son napped. Hopefully he’ll nap again and I’ll have some more time to really think about things without distractions. Otherwise it will have to wait until he sleeps tonight. I'm struggling a little bit with urges, but I'm going to get through it.

Some good news. I have 2 phone calls tomorrow with recruiters from the company I got laid off by. Hopefully one of the jobs will work out. I really would like to be back to work before I have to figure out what to do about insurance.

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Stay strong!    
"I am glad you are trying again. Never give up! I hope the job comes through."
posted at 20:33:17 on January 23, 2011 by hubster


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"Each one who resolves to climb that steep road to recovery must gird up for the fight of a lifetime. But a lifetime is a prize well worth the price. This challenge uniquely involves the will, and the will can prevail. Healing doesn’t come after the first dose of any medicine. So the prescription must be followed firmly, bearing in mind that it often takes as long to recover as it did to become ill. But if made consistently and persistently, correct choices can cure. "

— Russell M. Nelson

General Conference, October 1988